" I know it's written in the stars for me to be Great,
But when everything aligns, I also seem to hit a Stalemate,
It's more heavy because I'm the one that causes myself all of this unnecessary Pain,
While everyone praises me and see my sunshine, I just focus on the Rain,
That comes from the thickest of clouds within the Atmosphere,
By the way that I move, you'd think I'd be immune to Fear,
Not the case at all though as I have those Lapses,
When everything around me decides to rot and Collapses,
Life tends to throw me these curve balls to see if I'm able to hit a home Run,
And puts me to the test and my whole being when things aren't on the side of Fun,
All I'm trying to do is to convert my nightmares I have constantly into these big Dreams,
Which always have the end result of me smiling and not like those nightmares that leave me with huge Streams,
Coming from my eyes as I feel and see myself on the verge of a higher level of my Evolution,
As I know success is in my immediate future, but here comes the Pollution,
Piling up and up by the enormity of it's Pounds,
Silent I am but the alarm is set off by the huge range of the enemy's Sounds,
The day that I'm able to gain that full abundance of confidence that I'm persistently on the search for, that's when I'll truly feel that I'm getting Ahead,
But until then, this battle carries on with me being stuck in my own Head ..."
©jamaree
J