In this peculiar world
All I wanted was to win
Yet my brittle heart
Lost it to your smile
I was happy all alone
Until the day you walked along
Not knowing you would leave
Saying ,you can find happiness around
Not knowing how to say
I was happy till the day
You walked along my side
And I lost it to your smile
When the mind wished to give up
The heart was still stubborn enough
Longing to hold to the pain
Knowing it will hurt but in vain
Still tried to find peace in pain
Putting aside my self respect
I tried all means to bring you back
Forgetting the fact love can't be forced
Trust me I did my best
All you did was to go away
And all I wanted was you back
Not knowing that I am joker
To you and your lady love
I kept on doing so and so
I thought you were fooling me
Unable to understand what is right
I kept on listening to my heart
Until the day I realized
I lost myself long back
Many years passed
I am still stuck in the time
You walked downstairs along my side ....
I wanted to bust out but those memories dragged
Me down I completely drowned....
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