My stupidities indulgence engulfs me. As a slave stripped of pride it insults me. Lost in my own wilderness walking in circles. Never finding a destination, emotions never surface. Intensities effect never has a cause, but the cause of the intensity affects us all. Subsequently sensibility staggers imagination. Senselessly and selfishly brings about aggravation. Abandonment of an adequate sense of humanity. My conscious withers away in it's own sanity. Time topples tips and crumbles in it's own ruins. Timidly I tremble guilty of the things I've been doing. Dreading the dreaded judgement of destiny. Discovery of my decisions always get the best of me. Defiance in my defiance dexterity takes its toll. Distance from persistence is lazy and it shows. I'm caught craving someone's forgiveness. Self-sacrificial dealing with the consequences. Figuratively figuring out how to end this. Creatively creating chaos in its own synthesis. Intentionally my intentions in-store doubt. Apologetic and self sympathetic my apologies scream out.
Fear of never being heard my nerves are shook. Scared of scrutiny I leave and back I never look.
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