I'm a stupid fool, look what I did.
I made a mess, I can't fix,
And now i am sad,
so sad,
I'm sad,
Regret so much of it.
I'm jealous of a place, I no.longer have, the years I put into it, I can't get back.
I try so hard to fit,
I'm always told to relax myself and sit.
But like a square, trying to wedge in a circle, it don't fit.
I'm always drowning, in my own darkened pit.
Jealous, I give everything,
And it's not good enough.
Because it's not your best.
I'm embarrassing, because I show emotions, I don't suppress nothing.
Like a meal, it's on the table.
So show me some love,
Cause it's all I want.
I am begging for this to be alright.
Then I could sleep good tonight.
I'm trying because, I don't give up.
Hit me in the head, I'll get back up.
©terrylin53
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