my heart hurts, it's bursting
seeing you with her, so happily
I'm like idiot crying so suddenly
my love for you. killing me.
I want to yell at you
I want to slapped you
I want to kick you
but I most likely want to kiss you
so stupid I am, yes! it's true
I hated myself more and more
why I love you, even you don't
why I still missing you this moment
this ridiculous, this dumbest feeling
I wanted to smashed my head
and forget you, never remember you
you, stupid man, I hate you.
©fhey
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