sitting in a corner
laughing at myself
thinking stupid stupid stupid
why am i so stupid
i'm sitting here crying
over him
when he does'nt even deserve my tears
i wipe me eyes
and stare out into the darkness of my room
memories of us flashing before my eyes
as if it was a movie seen
sitting here blaming myself for what happend
so stupid
how have i not seen it earlier
stupid me
the signs were all there
yet i did'nt even realize it
stupid
stupid me
picking myself up
i thought
now its time for a new me..
..
.
©trish...
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