flowers to the wrong girl
that was mad crazy
thought I stood a chance
still can't understand how a beautiful smile
can be a lie
looking at the stars and wonder
if it all could be an illusion
I feel Santa Barbara strong
thinking of us made me woozy
it never happened
you're a lie that existed in my mind
I'm off the hamsters wheel
I don't know which is better
real life of a dream of stupor and charm
I had to learn quickly
that's lost in infinity
nicotine waves striking me
I can't feel my legs
I was leaving paintings in your mom's house
you gotta a guy
wouldn't wanna be him
nicotine waves
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