"What more do I have left to Give?,
Feeling lately like there's no purpose at all for me to Live,
Getting tired of always waking up and going straight to battle in those Trenches,
I can feel the suffocation as I can't breathe as the depression Clenches,
How in the hell is it possible to be surrounded by loved ones and I still feel Isolated?,
Sad to say but I've turned to these pills to make me feel some sort of emotion as I'm constantly Medicated,
My world is so different than everyone else's as all I see around me is mutilation and Destruction,
Losing my happiness by the day as it's receives that point by point Deduction,
If I was to be gone the next day, would there be people that would even Care?,
As you can see, this is my cry for help as I'm giving the signal out in the open with my Flare,
You can truly see the pain when you look into my Eyes,
People think that I'm so happy but they just don't know how good I wear the Disguise,
Being there for others did nothing for mr as I got nothing in return and I'm tired of always playing the Hero,
Just look at all of the shit that I've been and currently am going through and you'll see why heart is Sub-Zero ..."
©jamaree
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