I loved you.
with all horror all terror.
I loved you.
the taste bitter but sweet when it often left my lips.
the agony of saying I love you again and again.
pleading.
apologizing till I'm black and blue.
yet you leave for days.
going back to him.
leaving a ache in my chest.
as I can't stop watching you Walk away.
your hips a condescending sway.
telling me they are no longer mine.
the object of my obsession slipping through the cracks yet it tears me to the seams.
going back to black.
as I dream erotic pleasantrys
the rainbow diamonds bouncing off your porcelain pale soft naked skin.
the moon's rays haunting your ass as I fondle your breasts one final time.
your ruby red long hair caressing my chest.
your blue eyes haunting my every move.
yet I will never see them again.
I'll never feel the sultry intimately embrace of you again as you grind on top of me swallowing my dick with your thighs as the burn felt so good.
sweaty hot bodies colliding for the final climax as you buried my face into your breasts.
the hold was tight enough to stop me from breathing.
my kiss making your heartbeat melt.
yet you go back to him in the morning.
dawn is no longer yours.
a smack to your ass before you leave.
my hand remembers the sting.
yet you only moaned knowing never again will you ever see me.
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