Sitting there all alone,
Expecting others to know how I feel,
But how if I keep hiding them all alone,
Masking everything I feel.
Society is not kind,
They say I'm faking it,
Are you all blind?,
I wish i could quit.
Lying in the bed,
Tearing myself apart,
Crying till my eyes are red,
I would do anything to restart.
I wish i have someone to lean,
But I keep pushing others,
I wish the society isn't mean,
Praying to recover.
Dying for years,
Soul couldn't bear anymore,
Took the knife at last with tears,
Slit the wrist till it tore.
You won!,
Congratulations, society,
Got your prize?
Are you happy now?
©sandraanna
S