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Suicidal Thought

Every bodily fluids function without me controlling,
Subconscious.
But I made my mind to oppose this action.
I cannot take anymore of this reactions.
Dopamine and Endorphin of random concoction.
To a product of massive negative emotion.
Im just like a failed chemistry experiment in motion.
Broken tubes and spilled solution are my result.
I know im just an insult.
This will be my final operation to mix some.
To show that im not capable to have love.
Boom! Explosion.
On dying breath,
I mutter,
"At last, a successful combustion."
©achernahr