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suicide

Suicide....
                            Your presence is near
                                     Suicide
                             I wish you were here
                                      Suicide
                                 Take me away
                                       Suicide
                               Please make it today
                                       Suicide
                               A answer for me
                                        Suicide
                          I need to escape. Be free
                                        Suicide
                               I've had to much
                                        Suicide
                             Take me. Do your touch
                                       Suicide
                             Leave the rest behind
                                         Suicide
                             Your always on my mind
                                          Suicide
                               Let me go in peace
                                           Suicide
                               I need to release
                                            Suicide
                             Wishing I was dead
                                             Suicide
                              Deep in my head
                                             Suicide
                             Cutting my wrists
                                             Suicide
                             Im so done with this
                                             2 days
                             I want to die
                                            2 days
                          Till the last tear I cry
                                            2 days
                          Till im finally gone
                                            2 days
                         Till the dark breaks the dawn
                                           Suicide
                          Deep inside my head
                                          Suicide
                         Now I'm olmost dead
                                           Suicide
                         Now turn off the light
                                           Suicide
                         Good bye and good night..
My suicide is something I've dreamed of for awhile, my suicide also scares me because I don't know what is after. I have tempted suicide a few times only to fail..I think of my suicide being a relief, I don't think of it as selfish in any way...
My way of suicide is going to be herion with a needle, when I think of my suicide I feel at peace, I know by doing this will be hard for the people around me....... eventually my suicide will be forgotten,
While this seems so blissful it also feels terrible all at the same time,
I am tired of being tired. Don't cry for me,  Think of me as she is finally free. ....
Yours truly kimberly
  
                       
                                            
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