its like signing a deal with the devil
crying out for help
silencing the deep pain
cutting deep to my soul
look at you ! calling me names..
Don't rush to call me a coward yet
wait until you wear my body
carry my soul
listen to my thoughts
hear my demons speaking
am like a dead body filled with pain
open wounds , crying out tears of blood
look at me
take a deep look
help me please!
I beg you, don't leave me alone
I feel like am loosing my life
I feel so alone and empty
But my demons promise me peace of life
away from my pain
without this life , I won't feel like a failure again
I sat down and pray
hoping you hear me
you lifted me up
you woke me up before signing the deal.
you woke me up before my demons took me with them
you woke me up from my nightmares
©laddybabby
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