I write down what I feel
Stuff you never knew
I blame the people
Who pushed me
But ita not your fault
I swear your not to hold for blame
Please don't cry!
I want you to be happy
For me which I am happy now
I am pain free ma
I walked on the bridge
No one knew
My secret
The secret of death
The secret of my death
Ma I felt a thrill
That I haven't felt for years
I wanted to scream
As I climbed over the railing
I heard your voice in my head
So I called you to say that
I love you and to say good-bye
"Hey ma"
"Hey honey" you sounded happy
I was sad that I was going to ruin that
"I just wanted to say I love you Ma"
"Hm? What a weird child you are
I love you too" I had tears flowing
Down my soft skin
"Good-Bye Ma I'll watch over you.."
I hung up and jumped
I fell into the icy cold water
I didnt fight the current
As I slowly choked on water
I remembered your laugh
Ma I'm sorry
I'm sorry I took my life
I was in pain
It had to stop Ma
So I did it
I stopped the pain!
Aren't you happy for me?
Ma why are you holding a knife
Ma no stop!
Don't make my mistake
Don't cut Ma don't
Bye Ma I love you forever
©duncanboo
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