Dear Mom, Dad, Sis and Bro I'm leaving this here,
I lied when I promised that I wasn't going anywhere.
I'm sorry that I made you think that I'm perfectly fine,
Really I wasn't I was dying on the inside.
Each part inside of me quickly broke,
But the heart had a small piece, so I had hope.
I'm sorry that I didn't let God take me, I just couldn't wait,
And I want you all to know you're not the ones to be blamed.
This world is really a cruel place and I no longer wanted to be alive,
As such my only way was to die.
I'm sorry that I killed myself,
Because by the time you read this I'll already be dead.
I'm sorry if while reading this it made you cry,
And I'm sorry that I had to lie.
Mom and Dad it's been a while since I've felt okay,
Overtime I just learned to mask the pain.
My only resort was to end my life,
While writing this I'm wondering if I should stay alive.
I really do hope you guys aren't the ones to find my body,
If you guys are I'm really sorry.
I'm sorry I was not strong enough to stay alive,
My only option left was to commit suicide.
Done by: D.R.
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