I'm sorry for all the pain I caused u. Plz don't blame yourself for what I have done was wrong and yet I did it to make ur lives better, it was my decision, I have planned this for a very long time and I feel this is the right time to kill myself. It was not ur fault, it was all me blame all ur anger, sadness, confusion and guilt on me cuz I feel it more than enough for us all, since the first person who loved me to the last person who ever did, from the first person who hated me to the last person who will ever hate me and everyone in between. Plz forgive me and plz don't blame urself it wasn't ur fault, I couldn't handle all of my anger, sadness, confusion, loneliness, voices, all of what made me weak... weak enough to end my own life. I understand that u want closure, but all u need to know is that this act was the most selfless act I had ever done,
Plz don't blame urself, plz?
I'm really sorry that I caused u this last bit of pain before a life with peace and relief. I just can't do this anymore cuz all I do is hide my screams for help, my poems, my scares are cries for help. I can't say how sorry I am for this I have done can't be taken back. It is final and I am aware of that. U say that suicide is selfish but if u say that u were never suicidal or read a suicide note... We only did it cuz we weren't strong enough
But promise me that u won't blame yourself?
Written on: Wednesday 17 June 2020 @01:53
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