There are no words that come to mind
With you I can only express everything with my emotions
I cannot stress how much I a desperately want to talk to you
Holding back my tears every time I think about you
No matter how sad I feel I still smile when I know you around
I still feel happy when I can be apart of your life not matter how small my significance
Wanting you to talk to me so I don't get left on looks but no responses
I hate the situation I'm in
I like you so much my mind can't even think straight.
Every other thought in my mind you appear, back and forth
I know I have fallen for you
I wish you felt the same
Was it all a game?
You just couldn't decide and when you did you became silent
You told me you wanted to try and let things progress,
but you left me thinking we we're getting closer to a possible relationship
I find out 2 days later you have been in one for two weeks. Yet you failed to enlighten me
Why was I so stupid!
Why did you play dumb?
I know to some extent you liked me too.
Did the distance scare you?
Was that all?
I was really going to make it work.
I even considered traveling and maybe staying long
It could have been a new living situation for me
But you left me alone with only my feeling for you
I miss you, yet I cannot even express my hurt, pain , my thoughts at all
I fear to let you go
To not know how you are or what you do.
I miss you, I just really really miss you!
©savy
S