TRIGGER WARNING
s*xual assault
Survivor
What does that mean?
To be a survivor
It means you've been hurt
Badly hurt
But you came out on top
You're a stronger person for it
I was 4 when it first happened
You lied to me and used me
I was a child and you took away my innocence
Then the next guy when I was 14
I used to think maybe it was my fault for getting high that night but it wasn't
I asked you to stop no I told you to stop but I was powerless
I can still feel you pushing yourself inside of me
I still see you around sometimes
I talked to you even
I'm doing well but that doesn't mean that I don't still think about it all the time
Then for the last time with a third person when I was 15
You used my trust to hurt me
I trusted that you knew I was hurting and you said you would protect me
I never would have imagined you of all people
But even still through all of that yes
I am a survivor
I've been a victim for too long
I'm coming out on top and there's nothing anyone can do to stop me
©alec.chase
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