I'm tired
Finally tired
Have tried so many ways to be discreet and profess something very deep
But now you are ignoring me
I am truly hurt
Hating the feeling of my heart sinking
Hate the feeling of my mind piercing
Each thought goes back and forth from good to bad
My conclusion makes me so darn sad
Crying alone as I normally do
Scared to love anyone and it just had to be you
You had to be the one my heart yearns for
You had to be the one
You had to hurt me like this
I am dying inside
Feeling rotten
I don't ask for anything, maybe I should
I don't cry for anyone
Turned me into a liar
What happened to us that you don't even bother
Do I disgust you
Anger, do you think I'm a creep
Let me know so I can actually think
Writing my poems is all I can do
If only you could read everything I say for it is true
Feel as I do, think what I think, swallow my words and actually ponder, maybe than you'll finally start to bother.
©savy
S