My morning calls me out of bed
It sounds angry with me
My stomach flips and i remember seeing you again
My eyes where closed and the sheets where soft agansit my skin
I was griping them tightly against my face
You appeared with a glow emmiting heat all around me
It felt good to see you
Now that i'm awake you are gone
You belong to somewhere else
Another place of home
My heart aches for your presence.
You tell me do not worry
The distance is temporary
You laugh at my silly dispair
You are comfortable parting for a while
That is good for you
Though i crumble, cold skinned and aching for your warmth.
I wish i could be like you.
I wish i knew you will be mine forever
The way you know about me
You do not worry for my disappearance
For you are sure of our souls pernamnet fit
We love so differently yet bleed the same way.
You bleed for me as i bleed for you.
Though i dream of you when you do not feel the need to dream of me.
Dreams are like wishes and yours came through.
I am here pernamnetly for you.
Why do i not feel the same way.
I fear abandonment even when you show me no neglection.
I love you in a way i hold tight onto every second to your beating heart
For i fear it will be the last time i feel your breath soothe my skin.
You love me like you love yourself.
You always know youll have me once youre breathing.
I for one
Am unsure of forever ever after.
©artgal
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