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table

sit
eat
shut up
zoning out in the screan
I used to be jelouse of families that eat all together
eating all together like I do now
it's family time
time to talk about life
time to joke
the sacred peice of time to us
shut up
my shows on
quit playing
why do we have this table
now I despise this table
when I think of this sacred time
I think of hate
shut up
listen
don't look at my show
this table is terrifieing
my dreams are filled with yelling
pain
heartache
sadness
why do I sit here
why do I want to try
playing with my siblings
giving the love that's needed
sit on your hands
shut up
this terrible table
why do people want this
what is this family for
sitting
shutting up
let him watch
my only break is my love
then he's normal
let's us love
just a little hint of hate
the screan still blazing
at this horrible terrible table
Naomi~wingedfeature