They know not my pain,
No matter how much I try to paint.
Never understands me and my trials,
For they fail to love me as themselves, maybe?
People say to never bottle up your fear, anger,stress etc,but share instead they say_
But one like me will continue doing what was told not to... pressing on and on.
All because they never feels the same, like I felt for them when they came to me complaining about life and it's stuffs.I listened the whole time!
Now they might say I'm numb and dumb,
That my heart is as hard as stone.
I agree,I got it.But I pray they find out what made me so.
I'm a silent listener, I'm a silent fighter.
I listen to painful words that they pours,
I battle alone with my inner demons just to win silence for peaceful surrounds between us.
Please don't kill me,
I'm already half dead;my soul only waits for His calls.
Until...Please don't deny me,
Please forgive me,
I have nobody to say to whom I belong to here.
Bear me,because as long as I live,
I know,I'll never be able to stop loving y'all.
©enung.
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