It's almost my birthday and I am lost my friends and family... I'm sorry and this is very hard for me to say... i dont usually try and put stuff out there. as another year passes another one gone away.... I love you all even though I push away. I love you all please know that. And know that everything will be ok but shit is hard (sorry to be so blunt)... please don't worry, I'm still here...
But I just want you all to know and to be very clear...
I am in a deep dark hole trying to dig my way out. And I love you all so very much... I just want you to know.
I know I'll make it through, I know because I have to...
I love you all too much and I love life and wanna see what's on that next road. I'll carry on so please don't worry. I love you all and wait.....
There is no hurry.
Im not leaving, just dealing from the past and trying to make sence of it all... I need to find myself and need it fast. Let go of the past, reach out and be someone, something, that makes a difference. Because I know that's who I am, why I'm here, find my purpose, of who I'm ment to be.....
I will find it, and I will find that purpose... soon you all will see!
Hold on tight cause we're about to take flight...
©db4l1987
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