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talk about it

deeper, and deeper in depression I venture;
everyday a more challenging adventure.
just talk about it, im here for you;
but that's the one thing I cant do.
so layer after layer I cut through;
because no one ever has a clue.
each day I fade more and more;
and one day i wont be anymore.
I'm invisible, quite non existent;
no wander im so resistant.
you pull and push to get my feelings out;
you dont get that thats not what its about.
I have no clue what im feeling;
nothing to help with the healing.
i want to die, I want to runaway;
and you don't really care anyway.
behing my b.s. k you laugh and you scoff,
so yall can just piss off.