They said the love affair wasn't good but i kept chasing, losing the ones closest to me at first i dint care for you untill i started to need you the moments with you seem so good you took the pain away leaving a bitter taste but causing a euphoric feeling untill the feeling wasn't for pleasure but to escape the pain the more i dint have you i became physically sick back and forth in a downward spiral untill everything i ever had i dint have no more i lost friends family home and even my kids untill the only last person that was left was myself and she who was in the mirror wasnt me no more, but let me tell you, the victory wasnt in you for the battle may have seen like you won but help came in the most unexpected way going to recovery and being clean never did i think ill be going on two year clean.
by stephanie marie
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