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teary fires

I remember something I never knew
as this book sparks a memory I never had
the memeries are gone in the picture I drew
this memory of a dad
roses bloom
they bloom the red
this red that could lead me to my doom
this doom pronouncing me dead
I hear noises
that shape this memory
never fully penetrating it from these choices
but I could possibly give you a summary
I think I left it in these pages
the ones I flip each time I breathe
this man in my head rages
as I try to think about how to leave
he rages from behind the door
I cover my ears so I won't hear
stomach dropping to the floor
as he rips off my hands and screams in my ear
but nonetheless I fly
I fly as I walk away
how could you look away and sigh
your stance tells me no way
I'm scared
as this memory infiltrates
my mind is bared
now each sense will activate
you know just how to make me cry
even as clouds tickle my face
tears will be your rain in the sky
as I fly right out of this place
i thought it would get better
but my face twists under the wait of this memory
I thought of pulling out this letter
the one that could plug back the battery
this battery to refill my ducts in my eyes
with drops of liquid fire
my mind is filled with colorful dyes
as I realize my feelings are all liers
i let this memory fade
as I float in desire
desire to run away
I turn my face off from tire
Naomi~wingedfeature