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teather this rope I'm going down

I need perspective
I need light..
I need to know if it's worth while
to stay alive......
I am clearly not the person I wanted to be...
atleast not the father
I knew I could be...
I am broken alone and live hopeful. waiting
for answers diligently..

Alone in silence I wait..
I cast my shadow in the dark imbrucacating myself and sheltering my pain..
starring into the my future through the rain..
Is this really me?
or have I gone insane?
thighten the ropes as I repel.
I have suffered long enough and gone through hell.
who will be there?
I have no faith.
and I don't care.
seems to me I am broken down
if you care and are around ...
teather this rope ...
Cause..
I'm going down...
©fail33