Isn't he beautiful
You're the only person I can talk to about this. I do wish I didn't love him, but I also don't regret it. I just wish he could love me back, but he loved her. And now she's pregnant and I don't think she loved him. She posts and gets appraisal she gets all the attention while if I were to walk into town with his shirt on I would get beaten half to death. She can have a baby. She took off his necklace! She had something so fucking precious something beautiful and she abandoned it. I wish I could move on like her.
I wish I was her. I wish I had him. I wish I could've had that necklace and I could've cherished something as amazing and sweet and priceless as a ring that touched his finger. Just something that I would never have to take off. I wish I had him to grab my hand and be beautiful and I wish I could express myself like she could. I just wish I had that perfect life. Just for a little while
Seeing him was perfect the way he looked at me was perfect
He was fucking perfect and I wish I couldve told him I love him
10/12/20, 7:57 PM
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