THAT SOMEBODY,THAT SOMEONE TO HEAL ME
I am crying with the rain
With this happiness that I can't fulfill.
I keep on going but sadness hold me with fear.
I can't escape with this terror that outgrown me.
How can I be happy with this memories
So deep, I wanted to escape.
It drowned me with satisfaction
I wanted to lie down to ease the pain.
I waited for someone to heal this pain,
Broken in despair,there's nothing to reason out.
I wanted to shout but nobody wanted to hear my voice.
I keep on dreaming to see the sun rise,
But I always see darkness behind the sunlight.
I keep on dreaming to see the star
But I don't see it glow in the dark.
I don't know what to find.
A light that shines in the dark
Or maybe I wanted a darkness that manifest a light.
I am alone but I waited for somebody
That someone to heal me.
I am alone but I wanted to be happy
With someone to hold me with my pain.
I keep on waiting for that someone that is perfect for me.
My heart can't heal with this sadness.
I dreamed to heal my pain,
But I keep on losing.
I keep on loving but the love is not enough.
I waited for somebody
That someone who can complete the missing pieces
Of my life, I keep on going
When there's no way to walk in,
When there's no choice to choose.
I keep on holding with this pain
Cause I keep on waiting for that somebody
That someone to heal me.
By Rissa Desaliza
11/15/2017
Photo credits Ria Len Desaliza
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