I thought i had forgotten and forgiven,
I thought i had moved on.
I thought i left the past behind me,
I thought i could hurt no more.
But just reminder brought me to my knees,
Curled into myself like a child.
And the tears just flow,
And then I'll have to admit to myself,
That I'm not okay.
That what happened really hurt,
That it was the biggest betrayal.
And now everything single part of me hurts.
©ashanta
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