your words sting.
they maim they bruise.
yet a river exists to burn.
anger kissed into madness.
yet seas cry out to the innocent.
yet family.
a word that means little but cut deep.
unwantedness unworthiness it seems it's all you see.
yet you cry my name.
it's obvious you can't forget about me.
though I'm the wrong one.
yet your words hurt.
they leave a scar.
indelible to see.
yet I still feel.
I'm broken yes it's true but how is a king broken when he still has his throne?!
you hate me.
that's good.
I've felt the hate for you and your family all my life.
yet I'm always the outcast to you.
but I don't care.
I enjoy getting on your nerves.
crawling under your skin.
family Ha, is nothing to me.
you are nothing to me.
and the tears they cease to burn.
nothing but a fireball left to explode to flame.
©darkmocha
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