words to depicted passions overflown by uncertainty.
phrases that long but know no lust.
syllables that plead and ask too much.
endless callouses empty caresses dying just to blush.
wanting to swoon.
wanting to show emotions unsaid.
millions of love ballads left on read.
yet my heart still lingers to melt.
to become a dying language of a romantic.
hopeless it seems I know it's true.
but to the core of me there's always been you.
in shades of porcelain and black.
in the naked almost bare two sapphire embers ignite.
in breasts screaming for warm shelter of mouth.
yet my curse is a silver platinum tongue to taste only you.
fingers to worship only you yet they forever lost in endless curves of hopeful sentences.
to bleed yet pour out the depths of a beating steady heart.
yet it's the butterflies and fireflies that get me.
the whole zoo scratching clawing roaring to be noticed by you.
to no longer be invisible.
yet the dark swallows me whole as I want you like gravity you're the pull.
yet the cold vacancy of my half bed leaves me shudder.
dying from a unwritten society of lovesick literature of the heartbroken.
yet I get lost in your sways.
emotions impregnate in my subconscious left to dream wet and drift in the day.
yet my only childish and selfish regret is that you never forget about me.
in the endless coffins of papers.
the burning ink left to bleed.
the pages left drenched in the ideas of a man loving his crush.
yet to doomed to be loved.
and I wanna be doomed to be with you.
©darkdeity
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