lost.
trapped in a daze.
going in circles where I only see you.
I only want you.
I only need you.
like the oxygen suffocating my lungs.
infatuated I think of you.
mesmerized I desire you.
yet you are so concrete so beautiful yet I can't have you.
so I'm forced to dream.
with heavy breathing and panting heavily like a dog I dream.
kisses take my last breath.
a touch from you and I melt.
caresses haunt me in the night.
but only you're not my fright.
yet you make me feel right.
everything that is fucked up about me it endlessly dissolve in the air.
suddenly I'm wanted needed loved but only it's in a dream.
a wet steamy oasis of a dream.
or one hell of a erotic nightmare.
yet I choose to linger not awake.
your porcelain soft pale barely freckled skin.
your black long hair.
your blue eyes unveiling underneath your glasses.
your breasts sudden yet sweet as they kiss my face as I devour slow.
your thighs my fingers leave a indelible trail.
your pussy wet as nothing is left but to call out my name.
the smack to your ass as you moan in protest.
theses emotions can't be left alone.
the heat between your thighs I'm dying to kiss.
you grind on me as I get drunk off of your lipstick.
I ache for more than the dream.
to see you right in front of me.
you're the antidote of my dreams.
yet missing you is and was the only remedy.
the orgasmic euphoria I still hear in my ear.
staying up all night tortured victimized cuz I have you in my dreams but not in my bed.
yet missing you is agony.
a curse yet I laid there wanting more.
like fools gold and not being able to touch it.
I cry a little.
as I awake.
such a beautiful dream.
a work of art yet the canvas has always been you and me.
thoughts of you they lead me to oblivion.
oblivious to taste you.
oblivious to touch you.
yet I lose myself to this wretched dream every night without end.
the screams.
the moans.
the tears of passion splash endlessly on the pillow yet they are bare.
yet naked you straddle me.
squeezing for dear life.
your thighs a boa constrictor grip.
yet I laid there content happy it's enough to let me die in my sleep yet I still want you in reality.
so I guess I'm selfish.
to want you so blindly.
yet I drift off again.
knowing it's to dream.
such such sweet wet misery.
yet I know you can't forget about me.
©darkdeity
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