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The beginning

When did it start? It starts with us. It was when we first met each other. That was the beginning are a journey. It is when we share each other thoughts and dreams. But I realize we have different dreams. The love is there. I wonder what will you do for my love. Will you follow me? Because my journey is changing. Take me to the next chapter of my life. Don't hold me back from where I need to be. There is always a GPS to find me. You find me in my weak time. Now I wonder will you follow me on my next journey. Let's start are a new journey together. But you have to catch up to me. To go the same path with me. You have opposed front of you. You have a task that you have to finish. My distance changes. I don't want to live you behind. But I can't stay here anymore. It is time to change the course. Yes, we start this journey together. But now the course is going in a different direction. I don't have all the answers. It won't be easy. Life is never easy. I am willing to try. I am following my heart. Come with me. Take my hand and walk with me. You are still in the past. I moved forward to my next chapter. The unknown what going to happen. It may not be the right choice. But it is my choice. Don't take that away from me. don't let people make choices for you. This not working out. Try something new. Believe in yourself. I don't want to live in past no more. Every minute I look forward to it. I don't know how it will be. I will try. Yes, it starts with us and it can finish with us. Take that step with me. It is never late to build Mountain. We just have to take that jumps. Let's take that leap together. Hold my hand. We do it together. The way I wanted. Or maybe you just don't want to take that step with me. Don't be afraid. Don't hold me back. I wanted more in life. Gave me that. Full my destination. Be my guide. Let's take this journey together. Let our distance be the same. I want to finish with you. But if you don't want to follow me. I will be heartbroken. The road is changing. So I am changing. you stay the same. I don't live in the past know more. I make a move that is right for me. I have to put myself first. I make a new image. I make moved. But if you want to stay here. I may have to live you behind. Because I want to move forward in life. This is not working out for me. My life is a stay still. I want more. I need more.  Don't let us go in different directions. You always said we are good the way we are. I want more. Your cures are to hold you back. Break free from it. It will keep you from your blessing. it will keep us apart. it holds you back from living. When I tried to move forwards. You hold my hand and said I am stuck. What should I do to stay or live? I will stay for you or live for me. I don't ask for much. Yes, it starts with us. I hope it finishes with us. I don't want to start the next chapter alone. It is something I have to do. I have to start putting myself first. It was time for me to take control of my life. I have to build a house. I don't want to end with me. I want to end with us let build new memory together. But you have finished what you start. Or we will be two ships passing away from each other. When you came to my life. you have a round ticket to live. My next chapter is almost here. Will you come or board. Or you will stay behind. it starts with us and I pray it will end with me. Because I have to put myself first.
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