the beginning of my end

my life is turned upside down it's like a wine bottle have full of wine with a cap on it and I'm inside I'm in love with a woman so much that I stress but it's the things that I've done is the reason that she is no longer in love with this man I acted a fool in the beginning made some mistakes in the middle I have done all that I can to show her that this moment was more than just a moment it was 12 yearsI can say all the sorry I want and that won't change the fact I hurt you over and over and you still took me back now that's it's over you come to this point if there is no us I guess it's true what they say you got to lose something just so you can see what it's worth