So I went to the super market
Bought a box of razors
Passed by the chemest and bought some paracetamols
Walked into my favourite hotel
Ordered my favourite meal
Ate and took a motorbike home
Got home took a shower
And played my favorite song
Started crying and everything came back to me
Not good enough I felt
My heart ached
My soul wasn't at peace
I was shattered and torned
Everything that kept me going failed me completely
I was all alone fighting my demons
Time went and it was 3am
You know what that means
Full blown anxiety attacked
My depression crashed me
I couldn't take it anymore
Reached for my pills and took them all
My antidepressants were no where to be seen
I got scared and tensed
I reached for my blades
And slit my wrist
Smiled as blood oozed out
Satisfaction is all I felt
A smile on my face
I was weak drowning in my own pool of blood
Life was escaping from me
I was loosing my breath
Death was coming for me.
THE BEGINNING OF THE END.
Mara Pain
Life is a series of pain.
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