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The broken One

I thought I was the broken one. But in reality, you are the one who broke. I never thought you will break at the moment. You are the one who is lost. Do you know the love I have for you is torn? Because you never try to fix yourself. I realize you are the one who is lost. I mate been broken from my past. But I know how to bounce back. You are still in a fantasy world. Hide behind two worlds. One world we share. But the other is your world to follow. I realized you can't have both worlds. You have to choose. You don't know the pain you bring me when you are in your world. That world you create. Is breaking you. It took all my love for you. Now it mine turn to choose. Because you are so broken you don't see what it doing to our relationship. We are both broken. One of us fixed the broken piece. The other is hiding behind the lost world. Nowhere to go. I am broken but I can be fixed. You are broken in spirt. Because you decide not to fix it. I can't put you together. As long you are in your world. Do you see the other side? Because I am there waiting for you. But you never let me see what is in front of you. You hide behind your lie. So I can't see what break you. I realize that you are the one who needs saving. But I can't save you from yourself. You always lock me out of your world. You say this world is only for one. I can't fix the mind of thought. Not even my love is good enough to save you. So I have to grow up alone. When I rebuild myself. You are still in your world. That you created a long time ago. You can't break free from it. Now I am stuck on your web. Now it is time to break free. That will break me more. If my love can't fix you. Your love can't set me free from your world. Two broken hearts. Only one can be fixed. With the other stock in a world of lies and defeat. One will grow and the other will stay behind. When you don't see me in front of you. No, I am not lost. I just fix my broken heart. Because I put myself first. Now it's your turn to follow or stay behind in the world that you created. That world is yours. It is no place for me to stay. I am on my journey to follow. Because I don't belong in your world. I don't want to live in a world of lies. I have to fix myself first. I have the vision to follow. I realize you are my weak link. Now it is time to fix my broken heart. That you create. You are the broken one.
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