He cover up his insecurities.
His flaws, he hides them all.
Jealousy and hatred would make him look weak.
He wants to fit in with the crowd so he has to worry about what his friends think.
He feels empty about himself
whether he mentions it or not.
He's lost and he wants to find himself.
But this is too difficult for him.
He really wants to love himself but he don't feel perfect enough.
It's hard for you to recognise because he often seems so tough.
He has his own problems at home.
He's confused and wants to forget.
You would never realise it because he always try to hide it.
He tries to seek the ones who may seem weak.
The ones who looks shallow because he is shallow within his own self.
He weakens them with offense and abuse.
Verbally, physically
how ever he choose.
What does he get from this? You may ask.
It's the strength, the encouragement and the attention he's seeking,
the things he lack at home.
He threatens them for being disabled,
he threatens them for being weak.
Their problems and their flaws he picks upon.
As if he has none.
So that he can look strong.
He knows this is wrong.
But what else can his problematic, confused self do.
When his own weaknesses hiding inside is indeed something true.
©shaquela_b
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