I am changing.
Changing into a new person, into a body which is not mine.
People say change is good
But this time I doubt they'll barely like the person inside the hood.
I don't want this change.
I don't want to be God's sudden mistake.
I want to live my life again but not behind some shameful curtain.
I wet my pillows every night crying for the change I'll never like.
I want my old life back,
I want my body back.
If not, then I want to be accepted for the new person I've become so that
I can proudly say, "Yes I'm a Transgender. So what?"
©deybris
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