When I was in the 8th grade,
I learnt that there is a color wheel.
When I was in the 9th grade,
I knew how it works.
Come 10th grade,
To be honest I learnt nothing.
And now I'm here,
Just realizing I'm a color wheel.
You know how tricky life is.
So when I was in crèche,
I knew the basic blue, red and yellow.
I got to know the green, orange and purple.
And now I realized I added some red to my blue life.
So it wasn't always like this,
Sometimes I'd realize I made a mistake and try scooping the Yellow out of the red.
You know, taking out the other color out of the other.
And now I realized I was just mixing all the stuff up and I can't reverse nothing.
You know when you mix two of the basic colors you get either green, purple or orange.
And when you mix the basics with the secondarys you get some blue-greens and stuff like that.
Those colors are nice,
They are beautiful.
But when you mix all of them you get a dirty Grey,
It's more of disgusting than dirty.
I got blue things, red things and yellow things.
I took my things 😂😂
It's funny how I'm calling it things.
I put my stuff in one place,
Wow I didn't know they liked each other.
I heard their conversations but I could say nothing
Now listen, my books and my friends mixed to form fake friends.
My heart and their smiles created fake love
My love and their friends made it one sided
So all these products of my basic colors gave me happiness
I tried fixing some flaws but accidentally kicked to mix the colors again.
Thats when I formed depression
I already said it's irreversible
All I my wasted emotions need is my money being reimbursed.
©eugenia
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