"I can count the exact number of people that want me to Fail,
When it should be the total opposite as they should want me to Prevail,
Straight hurt to the core, but over the years I've become Numb,
To the constant abuse and beating of my Drum,
From the ones that are supposed to be there when it matters the Most,
But it's like if I've turned invisible and became a Ghost,
I'm acting no different as all I want for myself is better Opportunities,
And when I eventually have kids, I'm going to show them what's the true definition of the word Unities,
Because I myself have never had that complete and solid structure underneath my Feet,
I've had such a rough and hard life but somehow I'm that flower that rose from Concrete,
Blows my mind how I'm so giving and loyal, but yet I'm still called Self-centered,
When I hear that, that's when the happiness leaves and the depression has made its way in and Entered,
I just want that support and love that I feel like I should be Receiving,
Really thought I was going to get that wish but looks can be so Deceiving,
God is going to bless my soul because he knows my intentions are Pure,
I'm tired of always feeling mentally sick as I just want to feel better as I'm on that constant search for the Cure ..."
©jamaree
J