winter freezes my heart.
it suffocates my lungs.
aching to breathe I remember you.
yet I cry tears.
screaming in blood.
wanting to kiss your lips so much.
you were a crush.
my affectionate object to blush.
to feel you would be too much.
yet I wait to exhale.
dying in the rut you left me in.
the agony of love.
such sweet sorrow.
yet my heart bleeds in shame.
utterly annihilated.
finding comfort in the dark.
the sweet absence of light never again to ignite a spark.
yet I still feel you.
your porcelain soft pale skin.
a heavenly kiss that makes me sin.
your breasts two soft caresses I'll never taste again.
your thighs pressed against my head was like the rain kissing the wind.
your pussy the envy of rain I will never taste.
your ass the fury of hell will never welcome a caress of my hand yet I dream of the embrace.
your black long hair my hands caress and wrap into a blackened velvet noose.
filling the void.
fore you were the only girl that would do.
lakes of blue I saw in your eyes.
fire of blue sapphire you were the goddess of my moans and screams that quench my dark desires.
yet laying here in this vacant bed.
nothing but the cold and you left to memory.
yet I wellow.
and still.
the darkness forever remains.
©darkdeity
D