3 years ago I was 15 yet I was ready to die
I was too ashamed of the thoughts in my head I couldn't look my Mum straight in her eyes
I bet she saw right through me when she asked me and I lied
I said " Mum, don't worry I'm gonna be fine."
Now that I think about it that was selfish of me
Choosing to die when she wanted to live.
I'm still waiting on the day I become a man
No longer let my emotions get ahold of me, I'll try to understand
I'm done with battling with the monsters under my bed
It's time to beat these demons inside of my head.
One day I'll tell my son that I gave all that I had
Now I'm standing tall and I'm proud to be his Dad
He wouldn't think about the mess I've done before but the things I'm standing for!
That I still stood up after being beaten to the core!
Life is hard but I'm not stopping until I reached the top!
I'm not giving up until these monsters stalking me stops!
I'll try to not hate anymore! My mother taught me to love!
I'm not a boy anymore I became a man.
C