today is the day I die
today is the day I say I can not take it
today I tell no one where I am going
I a going to hang myself
there is nothing in this world for me
my so called friends talk about me
my mom is struggling
my dad is a dead beat
why do I even live this life
I want the life a white man has
or someone who is born with lots
of cash
I want the life
to the point I do not have to
worry about my moms health
or what will happen next
I shouldn't have to do this or that
to have friends
I am not someone you can bully
please share this message
©jontae
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