The day she died

The day she died
The day she died was the day I wanted to stop living, but then somthing told me I gotta keep living.
The only thing I had left of my wife was her ring.

My parents always told me to never give up in life but how can you live life without the one you love.
How do you move on from life when all I wanna do is to be shoved in a hole.

We planned out our future together we wanted to have a family 5 years together wasn't long enough.
I hate how the infection took her away I wish I could call it bluff.

I'm stronger now then ever im not opening my heart to no one I only love her but I cant have her.
I'm just full of anger I just need some answers I need someone to guide me tell me how to heal.

I open my book to the pictures of her and me I smile and shed a tear and I whisper I love you I burned the pictures away.
I tried to make her stay my life is grey I wish to lay next too her and I pray to see her someday.

For now shes just a memory in my brain I still feel her love inside me my heart tells me to that shes still decayed.
My life now feels so cliche.

Darling I found another woman shes beautiful but not like you I'm getting married I'm happy but still hurt over you.
I need a clue on what to do I love her but ddont wanna betray her.

At the altar I say I do
I love you is all I hear
I remember when I did this the first time
Now all my memories are flashing back
I cant give up gotta go through with this
I repeated what she said I love you back

I see her face in spirit I cried and smiled while I know shes alright she looks at me and gives me a hug and whispered i love you and i forgive you for moving on without me.
He turns his head around and she was gone she wrote a note i love you and see u in another life.
He takes the note and burns it away like his memories and says I'm happy now living my life goodbye Angela I'll see you in another life till then we must say goodbye.
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