Insomnia conjures
In her parasite eyes
Picking and swaying
She hates the holiest parts of me
She adores the sickest parts of me
And feeds me
Until I can't hate enough of me
But I learned to love
The spoil in my brain
I collected the migraines
That screamed when she sang
To celebrate the leeches
Leaving marks on her skin
With the worms in the sores
Allowing her heart valves to drain
I still let her tuck me in
I still love
That zombie I keep letting in
She's my only mother
Even though the mother in her
Is a mother in vain
And I the son
Purposely misspelling
Her name
©venomocity
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