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The Dream

I fell asleep early i was very tired my head hit the pillow i was knocked out fast asleep.
I had a dream that just felt so real i heard a baby cry i saw a handsome man walk by and he was holding a baby.
I smiled and had a smirk i liked what i saw then i heard a child call out "mommy" i guess that man had a baby boy and a girl thats a child she was beautiful blue eyes and long brown hair she looked alot like me.
I love what i see there all getting ready to go outside i then look to my right and saw a woman getting ready i couldnt beleive what i saw thinking it could be me in this life raising my babys woman had blond hair and big green eyes i knew this was a just a dream i see how my future will be.
The door bell rang and the lil girl opend the door and look who i see its me coming to pick up my kids Ella and Leo are ready to get out.
i then opend my eye to realize how a sad life i had raising 2 kids on my own i just wish to go back to bed and dream again hope ill have a better life.
I then fell alseep once again too once again see my self in a coffin laying in a church full of people i realized wait im seeing my funeral i noticed some people out there in the crowd i was popular theres alot sitting mourning my death.
I see my daughter Ella but i dont see my son i guess he didnt talk to me anymore i was out of his life my daughter married and has 3 kids im atleast happy my daughter had a gd life.
I then wake up to hearing my daughter whisper i love u mom may you rest in peace i had a tear drip down i wanted to see more my son i miss i hope this wont happen in real life.
im impressed on how my dream went my phone rang and i was him my man i love forever but he just gave me bad news and he just told me can we just be friends ouch after that dream its a sign saying your relationship will be over cause that to me was a wake up call man i wish i never had that dream.
ill be now alone forever raising children and dieing alone forever ill be free as a bird forever ill be alone.
©nini100