SITTING HERE FEELING SO BROKEN FEELING LIKE IM BACK AT SQUARE ONE FINDING MESELF STILL BEATING MY HEAD OFF A BRICK WALL LAST NIGHT IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE FEELING LIKE A CRACK HEAD WITHOUT THE CRACK COCAINE SOAKED SOAKED IN THE PAIN TEARS STEAMING DOWN MY FACE SCREAMING OUT GODS NAME JUST MAKE IT STOP SOON REALIZING THERES A LESSON THROUGH IS PAIN I CANT KEEP GOING BACK TO THE SOURCE OF MY PAIN AND MISERY AND EXPECT FOR IT NOT TO BE REFUNDED IM A ADDICT WITHOUT THE DRUG THIS TIME IT CAME IN A FORM OF A PERSON IM ADDICTED TO THE PAIN ADDICTED TO THE LIES UNDER HIS SPELL IM SURE TO ME TIRED OF THE CHASE BEGGING HIM TO LOVE ME I SEE WE ARE PLAIN TOXIC FEEDING OFF EACH OTHER JUST TAKING ADVANTAGE OF OUR LOW SELF ESTEEM.
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