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The emotions of wanting more

I'm tired of feeling this way
my love for you is on fire and I have so much sadness today
I don't know what's wrong with me
I love and I hate you
you don't even know the way I feel and yet I have so many emotions
I'm tired of this right now
I just want you to finally understand where I'm coming from and what it's going I really really really want
to tell you how I feel
but I got to hold myself back because I don't want to scare you
To scare you away
cuz this is real
I'm on fire
my head is a cloudy mess
even working right now makes me feel all depressed
I love to work with you but I'm scared right now
I feel rejected so insecure
somehow God, please help me
I pray everyday,
I pray every day, for you yesterday
I prayed to meet you at Walmart and what happened I saw you there
you saw me too
I hope that you feel the same way sometime, somehow I hope that you understand everything that's going through my mind right now
I pray that you are experiencing the same pain that I do
The pain from love is not all bad
Not at all you get the good that comes from it all
To love is to live and that is life
©savy