I look into those big beautiful eyes
and I see all those lies
the ones that have been told and well be said
but I'm paranoid and its all in my head
If I have questions and my doubts
I'm greeted with anger and shouts
late nights became later nights
i can't even ask what happened without
worrying we would fight
you can have your privacy, thats your right
but silence and secrecy? I'm your husband
and thats too much for me
all i want is the truth
but for you its like pulling a tooth
your denial with the intimacy that you had with infidelity is making me feel like I'm following some sort of crazy conspiracy
I loved you so much and still do
but I'm in so much pain
and my heart is black and blue
I just can't take it anymore
I'm sorry babe but we're through.
©poetloser
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